Dragging on…

This sem is turning out to be a real killer. I’m busy all the time! I mean it’s one deadline after the other…and I don’t wanna screw up anything.

Sometimes I go into the “Fuck everything” mode…where I’ll just ignore all MSN and Yahoo messages and not reply to phone calls…coz I’m jus so damn pissed off with the amount of work which keeps on coming! 2 ECAs,One project and normal course work with an overloaded 3rd year subject is no joke. Heck…I don’t even find enough time to reply to my fan comments in Deviantart (I must have over 80 unreplied messages by now).

I wish the days could’ve been 6 hours longer…so that atleast I would’ve had time to go out and party (or sleep ). Even that has become a luxury of late.When I recall year 1…all I can remember was going out all the time! I mean it was unnatural for me to just sit in my room and not do anything.

In any case…I hope all this hard work benefits me in the end. And to my surprise…I’m even going to lectures!! Well not all…but there’s one I never miss : EE2004. The subject is quite interesting and the professor is really cute ^___^ (plus she’s my exchange co-ordinator). Let’s hope I can manage a decent enough grade in atleast that subject.

Relationships are also a bit screwed up as of now. Currently in limbo (na idhar ka na udhar ka). As my Friendster relationship status would best state it : It’s complicated. It’s better to be attached…even being single is ok with me. But this in between thing can be very irritating!

Am I too shallow?

Whenever I like someone…I try my best to make them like me too. But when that person starts liking me back…I lose interest quickly. Is it just coincidence,or am I really like that?

Ahhh….who cares! Fuck everything.

P.S: The only notably positive thing that has happened of late is that my roomie bought a synth (keyboard). So I get to practise on it whenever I have some free time…or even between doing some work