Fuck it…

Dec 02, 2008 No Comments by The Big Poobah

Goddammit…I need to get a hold of myself.

I need to be strong.

I need to change.

I need to be the cheerful person I used to be.

But this blog does not deserve to be shut down due to my incapability of coping with things.

I am hurt.

And some things will always hurt me.

But I need to get a hold of myself.

This blog is my link to the past. To the times I’ve spent. And to the emotions I’ve poured out into it in the form of words.

…both painful memories and the ones of joy..

And to all the times which are to come.

I am not in college any more…I am what you would call an adult.

And I need to act like one…atleast until I really become one.

And till that happens…this blog will stay with me.

To remind me…of the person I was, the person I am and the person I want to be.

Because I will NOT…give it all away, for a memory and a quiet lie.

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