Fuck you very much Universe

Couldn’t sleep all night.
Was too hot inside. If I turned the aircon on, it would be too cold.
Plus there was sweat and fever.
If only it could’ve rained…

Left for doctor’s at 9.
Started raining then.
Fuck you very much for the fresh dose of irony, Universe. I know you hate me. I hate you too.
Reached the clinic to find this:

“Closed from 24th to 31st
Merry Christmas!”

Merry fucking Christmas indeed.
Makes perfect cosmic sense that this bitch of a year should end like this.

Am back in my house now.
Slightly wet.
Feeling super fucked.
Gonna try some self medication with some Actifed, Magadol and Cetirizine tablets.

If I die of overdose or something, then I wanna leave all my earthly possessions to my family and my Nike Free shoes to Lucky (something to chew on).

Later!

Hopefully.

EDIT :

Its 3 pm now. I woke up after one of the best naps I’ve had in the entire year probably. The meds seem to have worked, not only has my cold subsided considerably, but I feel really at peace.

I think I may have died .

Had a very very weird dream while asleep. I remember that it started off with something to do with a train journey. Then I was in some kind of factory on some sort of a mission. After a while I was playing catch-um-catch with Patil with a tin foil wrapped into a ball. After that, we were playing cricket with some paper ball in front of a small size company. I think we owned it or something. After that, Prachi,Patil,Agastya,my sister and I got into one huge ass SUV and were driving through Australia to watch a movie. Prachi was driving and kept running over fences and we just kept laughing our asses off. Then I actually woke up inside my dream. Some people from Invensys had come to visit me. I told them that I had a fever and they let me rest. Apparently I had blogged about the whole Australian fence homicide experience on this blog and all of us were having a good laugh over it.

Then I woke up. For real.

Such a weird dream. And the funny thing was that it was a really happy dream for some reason. It left me with a nice and peaceful feeling.

I wonder why.

I’m suspecting that the meds I took have gone past their expiry date.

Anyway, lets see if I can go to sleep again.